sometimes it’s hard to let go…
…but I will, just dunno when; Naturally Michaels Management couldn’t give me the REAL reason they let me go–I got on their f**kin’ nerves…I KNOW that, *I* call it being cautious…every coin has two sides…Everyone knows “You weren’t productive enough” is the generic answer to the question “Why was I fired?” I’m 95% sure (because I AM insecure) that is ABSOLUTE bullshit…other than the money, I’m almost happy about no longer being there…ok,ok, (hopefully) the subject is now closed…
to have someone (a Musician even) dump on me is even harder to take…like I said, acting like yer hot shit when ya actually ARE (“hot shit” being a relative term, I know) is one thing…but acting like hot shit when (IMO) yer not is something else entirely…
starting/trying to focus on Friday night’s gig…not yet looking forward to it…
hope I remember how to take public transit to Tenleytown–joke…