what I think of when I can’t sleep
winning the Lottery; sometimes LOTSA money, and what I would do with it…sometimes ENOUGH money, and what I would do with THAT…the more money I have, the more generous I can be…whether or not I have a future as a harmonica player…having an “intimate” encounter with Jessica or Rebecca or…well, too many Women to name really…should I look for another/better job…should I have stayed in my hometown and/or not gotten married…am I a good Musician…am I a good person…what ended my Father’s first marriage…do I have a half-brother in England…where did my Mother’s parents come…what woulda happened had I pursued a career in broadcasting…will I ever have a car again…will I ever have my own place to live…what would it be like to put out an album of MY Music…hmm…most or all of my problems would be solved by winning the Lottery in a BIG way, say a half a million dollars AFTER taxes…but (possibly) having a gambling addiction kinda puts a damper on playing it…