the beginning of the end?
I forgot to take my phone to work…that was both terrifying and liberating…being off of Facebook all day didn’t kill me…
I’m still feeling quite down, and not just because Spring hasn’t quite made it to my neighborhood…another couple of “friends” has formed a Band…I found out about THAT on facebook…It’s GOT to be my ugliness…I refuse to believe it’s about my ability…I’m pretty damn good at that Music stuff…all my “friends” are hypocrites, that is if they think I’m too “quirky” or eccentric or weird…NONE of my so-called “friends” are 100% “normal” (if there IS such a thing) so the reason I’m not playing electric guitar in a working band (be it country or rock/blues) has GOT to be my looks, which are prolly not gonna change…and while I may seem arrogant generally I am not…I AM (at least for the moment) confident in my musical ability…It’s possible but not likely IMO that my not having a car is the problem, but as far as I can tell, most people don’t know that I don’t have one…oh well…I DO have an MSR gig next Sunday, and today was payday AND I’ve got $12 in my pocket–a minor miracle if ya ask me…right NOW Life is Good…