the beginning of the end?
for weeks now SLR has emphasized how important Sunday’s show is…so why on Earth would she want me to wear a tuxedo t-shirt ? Just at the point in time when I’m trying not to appear to be a clown, she wants me to look like one…I don’t get that…we had a major disagreement about the shirt and the alleged idea behind it…and I broke my second favorite drinking glass…I had made a joke about her cropping my arm out of a photo of us at Karmafest (that was the only part of me IN the photo), and so she did…yeah, I see this as the beginning of the end…the question is: how long will it take to end this? The Beatles took about three years I think…
I’m planning to go out tonight, mostly because there’s hardly anything good on TV…the rehearsal (even if it had gone w/o incident) has made me fairly tired…I’ll be back later…
LATER–so I went out, saw a band…they were OK…I hung in there for two sets then came home…Dunno what I’m doing on Saturday evening, if anything…
ADDENDUM–Saturday is usually the day the roommie and I “do stuff”, be it chores or “fun stuff”…with her not being around, I’m free to do nothin’ if I wanna…I pretty much have to go pay the cell phone bill, and I intend to go to K-Mart to buy a pair of black jeans/slacks for the gig tomorrow–unless I actually have some already…That would be nice, saving money is never a bad thing…IF I can find my acoustic guitar stand I won’t have to buy one…SLR wants me to use one, she wants us to be professional…yeah, nothing says “professional” like a tuxedo t-shirt…and I’ve grown kinda tired of her Fakebook posts– “I have a show…” when maybe it should be “WE have a show…” After all, I never said I was completely ego-less, and I AM responsible for most of the Music (none of the lyrics, but most of the Music) which to ME feels like a 60/40 split…like I said, now I CAN imagine her finding another guitar player–and that’s OK…
for the first time ever, I’m NOT excited about the gig with SLR…but I AM nervous about it…