kinda like Lindburgh
I get the feeling that Lindburgh was a loner…even after the solo flight across the Atlantic, he just didn’t seem to lust after the spotlight…I wonder if he had any REAL friends…I wonder if *I* have any…I don’t feel like I have more than a handful (that’s five) if that many…and lately it doesn’t feel like that many…My Musical Life seems to be over…and that’s really REALLY sucks…That is/was (IMO) my main reason for living…but like a “friend” told me to my face “no one wants to be in a band with you…” and another so-called friend said I was “too picky”–yeah, playing the songs correctly, maybe I shouldn’t put so much importance on that…
The Truth (if there IS such a thing) is I’m a dammed good Musician…I’m NOT handsome and apparently that’s important…But I am a very good guitarist, bassist, drummer and harmony singer…and a pretty good lead singer too…I’m not EXCEPTIONAL, but like every adjective (like “handsome”), that’s in the ear or eye of the beholder…It has become VERY depressing to see talented (and not so talented) people on Facebook publicizing their gigs and jams and open mics…I HATE it in fact…
IF he’ll let me and IF the roomie will support me, I wanna go to Shady Grove with Ron; I NEED MONEY…
Mine is a pathetic fuckin’ Life…it could be worse; I’m glad it’s not…