blindsided
I didn’t tell the guy who signs my paychecks about MY plans re: my work schedule for this week, and he didn’t tell me his…I think he’s outta town…I DIDN’T get my paycheck this morning and I’m not at all happy about that…my immediate Boss has it–HE’S on vacation…he told me he wasn’t going anywhere, but he lives in Glen Burnie…does this mean I won’t get my check until MONDAY? that sucks a LOT…the food stamps cover food of course; I DO feel lucky to have ’em…But food is all I can buy; I can’t piss in the gas tank…it actually feels like Life is Good and it sucks…
ADDENDUM–I will try to stick to my original plan and go in around 8-ish tonight when (I assume) the building will be empty and do my jobs…I do think I’ll need another little nap or some Dr.Pepper or something to keep me going…IF the check IS there, at least I’ll actually have it…I guess I’ll go to the bank on Friday (sigh)…and I’m only gonna do what I think I need to do; I suspect that whoever went to work there in the morning was gone after Lunch…how dirty can the bathrooms be? How much trash will there be? I could be there before 8 and be back home by about Midnight…If my paycheck isn’t there, I’ll be home quite a bit sooner…I don’t like getting f**ked with…
THE END BIT–the paycheck was there, I pretty much did everything I usually do…Most of the cubicles’ trash cans were empty, but the break room trash cans were overflowing–a yin/yang balance kind of thing I guess…I got home just before Midnight…I’m gonna “surf” for awhile to wind down then hit the sack around 1AM…NOW I can say Life is Good…