breaking up is hard to do
I think SLR is coming over tomorrow (Sunday) and I kinda wish she wasn’t–but we have a gig coming up in two weeks…we always need the practice…I feel like I can’t carry the pain of wanting to end our Musical relationship much longer…I suspect she’ll know something’s going on…I’m a lousy actor…It’s gonna be a very VERY long day *I* think…Suddenly I actually wish it was Monday…Probably the right thing to do is wait until AFTER the gig…I don’t do the right thing very often…and whatever I’m gonna do, I wanna do face to face…
and the roomie doesn’t understand why I wanna stop playing Music, even with SLR…it IS hard to explain…
I got my new glasses today…I think I’m adjusting well…and I MIGHT be getting a new bed tomorrow, the roomie seems to want me to move upstairs into what has been her sewing room…I don’t think she’s ever used it for that purpose…
and I just finished the doodle that was “commissioned” by SLR…she suggested it as a Christmas present; so it’s a bit late of course…she’ll probably rip it up IF we have “the conversation”…
SUNDAY EVENING–so we rehearsed for about 2 hours and she left…there was no discussion about anything…we’re scheduled to practice again next Thursday…we kinda learned three or four semi-new songs though–that’s cool…