I’m not back, or am I ?
I went to the Saturday afternoon o.m. at the Music Café in Damascus…Lou and I did a few and (I think) we were better than we had been on Thursday night…I really wanted to do THANK YOU GIRL by the Beatles, and we did…He suggested *I* sing LONG MAY YOU RUN by Neil Young, so I did…My former roommate Brooke showed up…we did GUINEVERE together, I think it went very well…I wish the audience knew they were seeing unrehearsed performances though, that’s what makes them special; any performer(s) can rehearse–Lou and I don’t and neither did Brooke and I…Lou has a gig on Wednesday, but I don’t see how I can go…but I really wanna…It’s a Neil Young-themed show…
I belatedly realized that I DON’T wanna be a part of the proposed Musical Tribute to Skip that a friend of his suggested we have eventually…Shelley volunteered to host the event…that alone might be reason enough to not go–IF I actually get invited, that is…I can’t take back the comment I made about envying Skip even though he was deceased…That’s how I felt at that minute…that was reality, not everyone can handle that…I don’t feel quite that bad now…I don’t feel like dancin’ but I don’t feel like dying either….Right NOW (at almost 8PM) I’m thinkin’ I might make it to 10PM and go to bed then…