jessica
last night’s gig was fairly typical…energy? yes; Musical incompetence? some…paying for soft drinks? THAT was a surprise–cheap bastards…quite a turn out…I predicted (to myself unfortunately) a certain person might show up and he did…I’m doing a gig with him later today…what made it all worth while for me was the presence of Jessica…IF she didn’t know how I feel about before, I think she does now…there is a physical/sexual component to my affection of course, but there’s more to these feelings than “nice tits”…oh well, that’s nothing new either, Life goes on…I’m not 100% sure but I think she’s got her eye on the drummer we used last night, now that he’s available…I DO hope I’m wrong about that…but it doesn’t matter really, I’m not financially secure AND I look like me…but I can dream, and I often do…