maybe it’s the vibe…
Went to the Open Mic at the OTWC in Derwood…played some Bass, sang a bunch, had fun…a certain young woman was friendlier towards me a few weeks ago–when she’d had too much to drink…tonight she ignored me…she’d had a few, but not as many as far as I could tell…maybe it’s the vibe I put out, whatever that may be…quite a few people seem to actually like me I think; and I like most of them, at least a little…but of course not everyone does…and I don’t like everybody…and I demand the right to change my Mind about somebody I do (or don’t) like…In any case, I don’t think I’ll be crying myself to sleep tonight…The woman in question smokes (ugh) AND drinks (a bunch)…considering that Mom was very fond of Alcohol, SMOKING is the bigger turn-off for me…this “Woman” is not even half my age…it’s really just a “physical” thing on my part, and that’s not (IMO) the best foundation for an actual relationship–MOST Men would disagree probably, but that’s how *I* feel…otherwise, it was an innaresting night…I’m pretty sure that the Band that didn’t get to play were fairly pissed off, and I don’t blame ’em…at this point in his Life, I don’t think the host cares all that much…that’s his choice…