am I being a bastard?
there was an O.M. tonight in my neighborhood…well, fairly close…I went for awhile, didn’t stay…it may seem unimportant to you but the soda refills are no longer free…and I didn’t/don’t feel like being somebody’s Musical savior (“you make me sound good”) which I often feel like…If I was really a bastard I’d ask certain musical acquaintences, “when are ya gonna sound good w/o me?”Am I being mean or selfish or what? Quite a dilemma if ya ask me…
I AM looking forward to the wed night Blues jam and the thursday night O.M. at the OTWC… Life is Good as far as I can tell…let’s see what happens when I put my glasses on…I didn’t wear them when I was painting, which is why there’s still some “fixing” to do…
as my parents didn’t get married until I was 20, I guess I WAS a bastard…
in non-Musical “news”, the Living Room Painting Project is, I would say, about 95% finished…we’ll start up again on Saturday I think…but until then, it will be a very Musical week…financially stressful, but shit happens…