that was fast or I guess there’s more to it than that
well, the prosperity I’ve been enjoying (“prosperity” being a relative term) is over…but I still have car insurance–for a car that is not quite drive-able…and the phone bill (due 6/22) is about $20…because I over paid the day before my 57th Birthday…
I used to think that Musical ability alone would make my services desirable…it’s possible that there are other things to consider…so I’m not handsome; I don’t like the spotlight anyway, keep it off me, I don’t mind…Am I that weird? or obnoxious? or…what? Today at least, it’s rather frustrating…SOME of my Musician “friends” are (IMO) maybe sorta kinda in a way slightly less talented than me…but they’re working…maybe I AM too picky, or maybe I’m jealous…it’s also possible I’m right…for instance, the duo I saw a couple of weeks ago was just OK IMO…my friends are not gonna give up their day jobs; and I ain’t talking about giving up mine, but ANY extra income would help…
I called the food stamp people and firmly but not angrily gave them a piece of my Mind…for whatever good it will do–but *I* feel a bit better…Life isn’t all THAT Good, but it ain’t that bad either…