courage
I wish I possessed more of it, maybe even more than money or good looks…if I’d had it when I was younger I might have pursued my dream of becoming a radio personality (disc jockey)…This woulda meant “leaving the nest” of course and THAT was the thing I was afraid to do…Perhaps if I had more of it these days, my Life would be VERY different now–instead of the fairly pathetic existence it feels like…
Friday is the house concert w/SLR…I think I’m more nervous about getting there than I am about doing the show…In order to be at Robin’s house no later than 6:30, I probably need to leave Dianne’s house shortly after 4PM…SLR has offered to come and get me and I wouldn’t mind that–we’ll see…My transportation situation requires a tiny bit of courage, especially gettin’ around after dark…which so far has only happened coming home from work…it seems that LOTSA “quirky” people ride the Bus; lucky me…