FriendBurst Blog

You seemed really really tall

when I was little

you were my Gentle Giant

who was playing hide and seek

my beating strong heart

while I was waiting

happy to hide but also to find me..

I could hear you strong and sometimes

I did a little ‘fear ,but you were my kind horse

and the carpet the  prairie

and I try and walked in your heavy shoes

between hills,armchairs i was trying to grow faster..

It was sweet was sweet

I remember and I say you were my most ‘great hero

my first true friend..

then you become and idiot the early years the school started

were coming home late and mom always alone

I woke up suddenly and I ear still screaming

were always more ‘nervous

and you never want to listen

other times you beat me up

and your harsh words widened ..only a life of fear

You were absent…unreachable..

I hate you and I say IT

You were in a dream like the boogie man

and all of a sudden ,you were my worse enemy

And I brought such as bereavement your blood in my veins

but my heart out of spite still loved you

and now father I’ll write it like when I was a child as when we  played hide and seek

but now ‘ indeed freezing cold, I cry while I’ll tell you

What are you waiting for reach ,father if you are my friend..but

It was mean so mean

I understood and I’ll write it down.. how many times

I I’ll have to ‘die

for feel alive?

Lil D  Sad Chilwood ..   but it made me a better adult 😉