a reluctant yes
I THINK I’m gonna be able to go to the Legion tonight, using the roomie’s car…the CHECK ENGINE light went off, *I* think that’s very good news–maybe it was just a loose gas cap…perhaps the roomie kinda resents that I’m gonna go have fun somewhere…didn’t she have fun last night? And she’s scheduled to go over to her sister’s again tomorrow, her parents are supposed to come down from Baltimore to see the “kids”…I might not go with her, I dunno yet…I’ll put gas in the car…I paid the cell phone bill and bought my meds; I have no idea how much money I have left in the Bank…I think I have about $29 in my pocket…I got $60 this morning and gave the roomie $20 right off the bat, bought a copy of Rolling Stone, and bought part of dinner…and I’m gonna put gas in the tank…I think I SHOULD be able to go to the Legion–we’ll see…
I guess giving up Music is gonna be pretty tough…I suppose it’s an Ego thing, I have no strong urge to go see a band play somewhere, but an open mic? where *I* get to play? yeah, I DO wanna be in on that…I don’t anticipate much of a crowd (audience OR Musicians) but I don’t care…
ADDENDUM–it was soooo important that I go to the Legion…I’m kinda sorry I went…I was having equipment problems and/or hearing problems…and those certain drummers, I wanted to scream…and almost did…the turnout was more than I expected, “civilians” that is…Bill, the guy who was (more or less) running things PAID me $20–for which I’m especially grateful–even with food stamps, money is tight…sheesh…