FriendBurst Blog

I’ve got approx. 43 friends on THIS FB…I only actually know one of them, and that is/was thru mySpace…speaking strictly for myself, I think I could hang out with him…not sure if he could hang out with me…as for the other 41, some of THEM seem to despise each other…or at the very least they enjoy bullying each other, which makes no sense to me…I think I could most relate to one in particular, mostly because (to some degree) she reminds me of someone I actually do know…not to imply a gf/bf kinda thing, but if she lived in my immediate neighborhood, I’d consider possibly maybe sorta kinda in a way perhaps “going for it”…”it” being an actual relationship, not meaningless sex…she allegedly lives in Minnesota, so she need not worry (about ME anyway)…so many people fabricate so much of their personal info…I try to keep that in mind always…I wish I had done that, but I didn’t…and as far as MY getting bullied/teased, the line “if I didn’t like you I wouldn’t tease you” is a bigger load of bullshit than you could fit in an 18-wheeler…

until a few minutes ago, I thought today was Sunday…I guess I’m glad it’s not…I was supposed to go out tonight, but I dunno if I’m gonna…there’s maybe $2 in the bank, and way less in my pocket…”happy” would be an exaggeration, but I’m OK…bored beyond belief, but OK otherwise…doing laundry (neat-o) “surfing”, and watching the roomie watch TV, there’s nothing on as far as *I* am concerned, with the possible exception of THE GREEN MILE, and (tonight at least) I’m not feeling up to watching it; even the edited version is fairly intense…

sitting at the laptop trying to listen to Music while the roomie is watching TV ain’t at all easy…looks like I’m gonna make it ’til Midnight…THEN I’ll go to bed…