A Personal Cultural Reflection

Once again, I must be hard up for blog topics as I am posting a paper I just finished for my “Working With Diverse Populations” class as a blog…

“Some psychologists and students of human behavior say that today’s preoccupation with genealogy is less a matter of ego and personal vanity than it is for answers to searching questions.  As the blanketing cloud of anonymity approaches, one asks: Who am I? – What combination of circumstances brought me here? Perhaps it is also stirred by a fear of the future – a fear that coincided with the beginning of the Nuclear Age.  People seek reassurance in the thin, red line of ancestors who also survived misfortune, travail and catastrophe and are heartened that they, too, will somehow – in some way – survive.”

– Stuart McKenna
Port Washington, Wisconsin
1978

The quote above comes from The McKennas of County Kerry and The Western World – A Genealogical Biography, written by Stuart, my paternal grandfather.  Despite its rather broad sounding title, the book is a straightforward biography of his grandfather, George McKenna, my great-great-grandfather, who immigrated to the United States in 1869.


Given the tremendous influx of European immigration to the United States in the latter decades of the 19th Century and early decades of the 20th, like many Americans, I can trace my ancestry back 5 or 6 generations, but there it pretty much stops.  From there back, my heritage essentially becomes countries of origin; names of people replaced by nations. I know my ancestors came from Germany, Poland and Ireland and a small handful of other nations, but when I try to use genealogy to answer Stuart’s question of “Who Am I?”, what insight could examining this diffusion of nationalities, each somewhat different from one another,  possibly offer me?  If I want to understand my own personal culture, my heritage shaped by the cultures and circumstances of my ancestors, if I am 9/16th’s German, 5/16th’s Polish and 1/16th Irish, does that mean my individual heritage is influenced along those same proportions?  Am I going to need a calculator to figure out who I am and where I come from?  Such is the challenge facing a Diffused American.


One question that Americans of European descent will ask each other nowadays is “What are you?”.  This is commonly understood to be a request for the breakdown in percentages, quarters, eights and sixteenths of one’s ancestry, and is generally not a preclusion to discriminatory attitudes nor done in order to put the other into some hierarchy of ethnicities.  It is probably a unique question in the history of the world.  Where, when and amongst whom would this question ever have been asked? I would argue that ancestry amongst modern “Diffused Americans” has become more of a conversation piece and an item of trivial personal history than it is a source of personal culture. This is quite different than the motivations proposed by my grandfather when he looked at the role of ancestry two generations ago.


Despite my inability to point to a single country, religion or ethnicity as being “where I’m from”, I do not doubt that the mores, values and circumstances of generations past have influenced who I am and how I see the world.  It may be subtle, but it exists.  Moreover, I understand that I live a modern world where I interact with individuals for whom the factor of personal heritage plays a central role in shaping who they are. If I am understand these perspectives in a culturally competent manner, it would benefit me to not only understand a thing or two about cultures other than my own, but also get beyond the “non-race” of whiteness.

So what did these long dead, German, Irish and Polish individuals who make up my great-great-grandparents have in common?  Well, they all understood what it was like to be immigrants to America at a specific time and a specific place, 100 (or more) years ago in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.  Therein I find the common threads that I can weave together to begin the tapestry of my individual cultural heritage.  My ancestors’ cultures may not have had a lot in common, but they had similar experiences upon arriving here, and from this, I can draw a sense of personal heritage.


My grandfather’s telling of the story of his grandfather gives me a rich, detailed account of what it was like for an immigrant to this country in the 19th Century.  George McKenna lost his sister to a premature death on the voyage from Ireland.  He came from the west coast of Ireland, a part of the Emerald Isle where Gaelic remained the everyday language and thus he struggled to learn English on his arrival here.  He faced discrimination from without for his brough and scorn from within the family for his disdain for the Catholic Church.  He set out westward from his arrival point in Boston, unsure of his destination, but with a goal of becoming a landowner on the American frontier, doing his best as a young man in a new country.  “He was approaching his twenty-seventh birthday and while, fundamentally, his character had remained unchanged, he was no longer [a] troubled, apprehensive youth. . .  He had met a great many people – some villains but most of them decent, kind and charitable so that gradually the bitterness faded to be replaced by the contentment of labor and a certain innate sagacity warning him when he was being used badly.” (excerpt from my grandfather’s book)


What I took from reading the story of my wandering great-great-grandfather explains elements of my temperament that I wish to strengthen and cultivate.  Civility, a willingness to go it alone while not refusing the help of others, sagacity and adaptability, these are elements of character that I’d like to think I possess and when I look down the line of my father, my father’s father and so on, I see these traits there as well.


What I did not find in this retelling of George’s life was much anti-Irish sentiment by the dominant culture.  Although definitive examples of cultural expressions of 19th century anti-Irish discrimination survive to the modern day (see illustration), historians have reported that the prevalence of “No Irish Need Apply” signs in turn of the century America have been exaggerated.  Discrimination against the Irish immigrants to the US existed, but has become mythical in it’s importance, perhaps to satisfy some other need in the generations that came afterwards.


I would state that a modern American gets a sense of satisfaction knowing that one’s ancestors were discriminated against, provided, of course, that one is not the current subject of discrimination.  It makes the struggle that the previous generations overcame that much more powerful, which makes us, by extension, the tempered products of a hotter, more hardening fire.  One might theorize that the phenomenon of “White Guilt” towards people of color is diminished in Americans of Irish ancestry because we can point to a time when our people too were oppressed and kept down by “The Man.”


I am an example of how a person can strengthen a personal myth and make it a “discrimination badge” to wear proudly like a Purple Heart of wounded ethnicity.  Note that my last name (MacKenna) is different than his (McKenna).  Stuart McKenna had aspirations of becoming a writer as a young man.  In 1920’s America, because of discrimination against the Irish, having such an Irish surname would have been a real detriment if you were a new author trying to sell books.  “Everyone knew the Irish were a bunch of drunks or policemen or both,” my father told me when relating this tale.  My grandfather changed the “Mc” in his last name to the more Scottish-sounding “Mac” as more than just a nom d’plume; he had it changed legally.  My father was then born with this altered name and I inherited it from him.  Grandpa Stuart never did become a famous writer, although he did, for a time, make a living writing technical manuals. Eventually, he changed his last name back to McKenna, but the name lives on with some of his descendants.


For me, this fabricated last name held a lot of meaning and gave me a connection to a grandfather I never knew.  At one point, I too had aspirations of becoming a writer.  In some ways, I still do.  “MacKenna” gave me a sense of ethnic identity as it represents a legacy of discrimination. In truth, I am only 1/16th Irish, but my story gave me a sort of ethnic ammunition to hold up in our increasingly pluralistic society and say, “See!  My ancestors were downtrodden too!  My very name proves it!” This sentiment had been made stronger by my assumption that Stuart McKenna did not want to be mistakenly thought of as a drunken Irishman.  Learning that he actually was a “drunk” puts an entirely different spin on how I think of this story of my name and my connection to this man.


What is it to be a modern, white, Diffused American?  One thing that I have learned as a seek to become more culturally competent is that we tend to pick and choose elements of our cultural heritage that feel right by serving some personal purpose by fitting into and strengthening our individual narratives.  There is nothing wrong with that, per se, but often times, when the truth of our heritage becomes apparent and it does not fit into the mythology we create for ourselves, it can come as big surprise and a personal shock.


As I was composing this personal reflection, our president, Barack Obama, made news by visiting the small, Irish village from whence one of his ancestors came.  I may only be a little bit more Irish than Obama himself, but I can appreciate how he took the time to make that journey and can imagine it was somewhat satisfying to look around and think, “okay, some of my people came from HERE,” which is difficult for any non-Native American Indian person to do.  What he subjectively got out of that visit, besides impressing the locals with his ability to down a respectable pint of Guinness and some excellent photo opportunities, I cannot say.  If I had similar opportunity to visit the small, fishing village on Tralee Bay on Ireland’s west coast where George McKenna was born in 1852, I would relish it.

For the Americans reading this, are you a “Diffused American”?

What are you?

Do you ever feel compelled to go visit that part of the world whence your ancestors came?

32 Comments

  • Weissdorn says:

    Well, I used to pre-occupy myself with this, because my father was pre-occupied with it. It’s a common American fantasy for Americans of European descent to want to believe they’re all some kind of dis-enchanted royalty; petty knights and nobles kicked out of Europe because they couldn’t meet their castle mortgages.

    I’ve come to think of it as the search for noble heritage; the elusive search that somehow, somewhere, our distant European ancestors were once people of name and rank. It helps the common American compensate for their mediocrity.

    Think about it! There’s a small industry making a small fortune cranking out coats of arms, plaques, banners, shields and tartens for “long-lost nobility” gracing the walls of Euro-American homes.

    The awful truth is the majority of us Euro-renegades are sons and daughters of peasants. There is no “redeeming noblity” to search for. The majority of the modern Europeans are made up of former peasants. It’s obvious when you look at their last names: Someone named “Fleischer”, “Boettcher”, “Goldschmidt”, “Gaertner”, “Weissmueller” or a dozen other professions reveals their former Early Middle Age professions, “Butcher”, “Cooper”, “Goldsmith”, “Gardener”, “Whitemiller”. My family name means “Newcomer”.

    The thing that makes me laugh most is someone who has carefully researched his German ancestors and writes me an email álà: “I found out that my great-great-great-great-great-great grandfather was a tavern owner in ‘Little-Village-Name-That-Doesn’t-Even-Exist-Anymore’. Can you help me find his gravestone?”

    I never know how to break the news to him that the dead out-number the living in Europe by about 10,000 to 1, and they recycle graves. After 25 years, they dig up the bodies and the tombstones, and rent the plot to a new family. There is no grave for a tavern owner from a village that no longer even exists out of the 17th century. Even if there was, what does he hope to find reading “Alois Schmitt – Born 1714 – Died 1762 – God rest his merry soul”?

    I call it the elusive search of once-in-future grandness. To top it off, many like to fancy themselves some exotic mix of multiple former nobility. “My mateernal grandmother was Irish, My paternal grandfather was German, my Great-Great-Grandmother was from Sweden”, etc.

    And what does it make you – this royal pedigree? A certified mutt? They cling to the illusion they are from a particular culture, but just after 3 generations of living in America, there is no original culture left to cling to.

    If your great-great-grandmother was Scottish, are you really Scottish? Do you know Scotland, like the back of your hand, when you’ve never even been there? Can you speak fluent Gaelic? Do you know how to cook traditional Scottish meals, and above all, do you think exactly like a Scotsman? I’d say no.

    When I arrived in Germany, being “half” German, I expected them to treat me like one of their one. But they don’t. Not even after 20 years. I’m still an American, because I didn’ grow up here, and they still say, “Your culture’s definately American – not German! You’ll never really be German!”

    What does that say for an American who cannot speak a word of German, has never been to Germany, knows nothing of Germany – and yet (LOL) – identifies himself as German, because he’s 1/4 German?

    After awhile pedigrees are ludicrous.

  • Roscoe says:

    Yes, I am an American with Diverse ancestors.

    No real reason to go to any particular country in Europe. No search for ‘roots’ here.

    A brief (if possible) family history. The Paternal line is German mixed that left Prussia for Scotland in the Reformation and was asked politely to go to America at the end of the Interregnum and on the ascension of Charles II. So, the Prussian outcasts found themselves in the Carolinas and they passed over the Mountains into Kentucky, where they intermarried with all and sundry.

    The Maternal line left Northern Ireland or the Scot-England border area in the mid 18th century and settled in Virginia and later passed over the Mountains into Kentucky and intermarried with all and sundry.

    Not sure that says anything about me as a person.

  • worldbfree says:

    I like this blog Joko. I am lucky as I am second generation and have lived in both the countries that my parents came from. My dads families ancestral home and where he had a house right up to his death, has been pretty much the same place for at least two centuries if not more and they are all buried in the same area so each time I go there and visit that cemetery I can go way back in time. Very interesting indeed

  • FreeFall says:

    I was here! :groovy:
    …and yea, I’ve always felt like I don’t belong here! :entertained:

  • mike b says:

    *2 1/2 Kudos*
    One of the best entries I’ve stumbled across in awhile in my journeys through this realm… entry and commentary both. Another was the Lady Harts entry, which I stumbled upon months late, and of course Moose, who has surprised the hell out of me on numerous occasions…
    I suppose I am always amazed for some reason or other when I discover that capacity in someone to switch effortlessly from “neocon this” or “libtard that” to something as deep as the waters that I am in right here as I read through this entry and comments. I don’t really know what to make of that, or what that makes of me… But anyway great blog here.
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  • Hardcase says:

    Shit. Obama is doing the same thing to get re-elected that he did to get elected. He is embracing the white side of his heritage the first year…and wait and see…he’ll throw them under the bus and campaign as a black man the second year.

    I actually read four years ago where people were trying to claim the “O” in Obama’s name was Irish…even though their is no apostrophe in his name. it’s such bullshit.

    And while Obama was once again touring the world on our dime…a tragedy has struck the people in Joplin. Seems like he should have been at his desk in the White House doing his job. Seems like Obama is always caught like that…either playing basketball or golf…or traveling the world instead of being at his desk or doing his job like he’s suppose to be doing.

    I enjoyed this post…right up to the point where you had to drag our Marxist In Chief into the picture and praise him. oh well… :entertained:

  • Lady_Hart says:

    I am a mix of German, Irish and Cherokee. If you heard my maiden name you would know that the German came from my Dad’s side of the family. Years ago at a family reunion somebody had the family crest made out of braided hair from relatives hundreds of years ago in a glass case. It was pretty cool and disturbing all at the same time. When I first looked at it I had just came into the shelter house with my sunglasses on and I thought it was a cake.

  • Labrea_Tarpits says:

    😉

  • KitTheKat says:

    Hmm, I loved this read, Joko. Interesting discussion with Weissdorn.
    I find it very understandable that so many Americans want to retrace their lineage and that even the flimsiest of indications can create a feeling of belonging. And that’s good, why not.
    You didn’t ask the Europeans to talk about their descent, but I still want to give it. I’m not sure about halves or quarters or sixteenths, but I am of mixed Flemish (north of Belgium), French, FYR Macedonian and Bulgarian background, and it wouldn’t surprise me to find some Turkish in my bloodline either because the Ottoman empire controlled the Balkan area where my father’s family came from until WWI.

    I know my great-grandfather’s first name was Kostadin and that our surname got altered by Serb authorities at one point, by adding the suffix “ic” (pronounced ‘itch’). But that has been set straight again during the Yugoslav period. Interestingly our surname is the ONLY one in the whole of Yugoslavia. Other than that it only exists in Czech, which makes me suspect that side of the family may have migrated from the east to the Balkan. Prior to 1914 we don’t know because the Turks took all the records. Besides, what record; were all just a family of goat herders or something, ha. From mother’s side we found out we were cabinet makers and carpenters and even 1 clerck to a lawyer around 250 years ago. At least ONE intellectual in the family.

  • Some_Peoples_Kids says:

    I am a diffused American being 3/4 German and 1/4 French. My German side arrived here in the late 1860’s and my French side came over in 1912. I have never had any pressing desire to visit either of those countries. Not that I wouldn’t like to see them, but it wouldn’t be because my “people” come from there. Although I research my family tree, I do it not to connect with my ancestral culture, but to answer questions regarding family mysteries. My family was great at taking secrets to their graves, lol. I also do the research on my extended family members, and their family members, because I’m curious to see if and where the family trees connect.

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