the Plan was implemented
I said I wanted to do nothing today and that’s mostly what I did…well, sleep is actually something…so is thinking about a certain female person…OF COURSE she’s married…maybe a cold shower is in order…but that only quiets the Body, what about the Heart? (sigh) Next week it’ll be someone else, the week after that probably someone else again…this is just a phase, even though it’s a phase I’ve gone thru before and will likely go thru again…There’s hardly anything on TV tonight–until Midnight or later, that figures…Life could be better, but it could be a whole lot worse…that probably means I’m OK…
You sound like you’re a little lonely….
I get that way at times too, it’ll be better tomorrow…:)
You’re okay, Scooter…the heart wants what it wants…sometimes it just wants for the sake of driving our brains and hormones crazy, sometimes it wants just for the sake of seeing how broken it can get…and sometimes it wants things it cannot ever possess, only pine over…
Tell your heart to always keep looking until your brain instantly regonizes that she’s the One…
bwahahahaha I call ‘fantasies’ spiritual debauchery ,just for the nasty sounds of it .And you , my friend are a fickle spiritual whore. 😆 😆 (and I don’t mean that as an offense,not even as a sarkasm..well…a tiny weeny lil bit..)lol.*whistles*