[God] needs to tell me what I did wrong
the car is falling apart and I don’t have the money to fix it…I think I was better off when I was collecting Unemployment Benefits…the benefits ran out and I got a job and THEN my financial situation got worse…I think the least Whoever is in Charge (some call him/her/it “God”) could do is fill me in on what I’ve done to deserve this…I do have some theories though…but I had to do what I did–at least that’s how I felt at the time, not knowing what the repercussions would be…NOW I know what they are…I’m involved in a couple of upcoming Benefits–*I* could use a Benefit myself…I believe there are paying gigs on the horizon as well…