finally made it back to 2011
went out tonight, a friend offered to do the driving…we went to an open mic and played a bunch…I played some and sang some w/o him…Another friend loaned me a hunk of money (twice what I asked for) and wouldn’t let me give half of it back…then the driving friend and I went to see a Band and I was able to “touch base” with a bunch of people I’ve known (that I hadn’t seen in awhile) and someone I didn’t–that felt good except that now I’m kinda lonely (or maybe just horny) and even the two women I met were not “available”…the story of my Life since my divorce…besides I got no wheels and an empty bank account; not to mention my looks…but all things considered, it was a good night…
Lou and I were so-so IMO, he was standing on the partially deaf side of me–I think that had everything to do with it…other than that I don’t think I have any regrets…but now it’s time to sleep…and I’m back in the “now”…