Loss
I once loved truly and deeply
Although years have passed some nights I still dream of her. I dream we are together and happy. like we once were. I wake with the smell of her hair and the taste of her lips. And I realize it is never to be. To lose someone you love so much.
I once had a father. but the bottle took him. he spent the last years of his life in a VA hospital. One afternoon he passed. I was not there. I was at work. Some days I forget he is gone and think to wish to see him again, but it is not to be.
I had a friend named Frisky. He was a Black and White Tuxedo American short hair. He was a good friend. He didn’t pee in the house. He died. He was 14 years old. He had Mouth cancer. Sometimes I feel him walking across the floor or jumping on the bed. I reach out to touch him and he’s not there.
Grief have taken hold of me
for my father
when the sun sets
o..h, beloved father
Crying and crying
when the sun goes down
my mind there at Bekulnura
o..h, beloved father
(partial translation in English from Yolngu)
All humans with a few years on their bones have known loss. We all will again. I try (and often fail) to remember the loss is deep because the connection was as well.
Much love to you. Sometimes I think the really discouraging thing about grief is that no matter how long one grieves, the person we are grieving for still stays dead. Damned annoying of them…
I just lost my dog this morning and already I was calling her name.. we will never have them with us again but forever their memory will stay with us. Some memories painful but the good times we had with them will make us smile.
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This is a beautiful song and I like the clip….please listen while you close your eyes…
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Thank you. 🙂 *hugs*