FriendBurst Blog

 I’ve been going to the Blues Jam every wednesday for about two months, maybe more, but I didn’t fall in love until tonight…Of course I’m not really in Love, but I could theoretically hypothetically see myself having more than a friendship with this certain woman–IF she wasn’t so far away and IF she felt the same way about me…She’s not even a “regular”, I think tonight was only her 2nd visit…she’s a VERY good singer as far as I can tell…but realistically nothing’s gonna happen, mostly because of that distance thing…unless I actually hear from HER…A woman knows when a guy is interested in her…*I* don’t always know if a woman is interested in ME…we exchanged business cards, as far as I’m concerned it’s HER move…I played three times, sang nothing…started WRITING a Blues song, let’s see if I actually finish it…

Money extremely tight right now, the NYE gig could be CASH…after that, who knows? Hope to contact that certain gov’t Agency about my financial future…In every way but financially, Life is Good…And even if my affection is never reciprocated, it feels good to know that there MIGHT be someone for me out there–I was starting to wonder…

ADDENDUM–now she’s loosely embedded in my head; thankfully there’s other stuff to think about–the O.M. tonight (a semi-big deal) and the gig Friday night (a fairly big deal) Life is still Good…Finances still extremely tight…but that’s nothing new…

MORE–the NYE gig might be especially nice if the housemate DOESN’T go, one of my favorite female people is planning to attend…the “roomie” says she hasn’t made up her mind yet…I fear the answer is “yes”…it figures…such is Life…