surely I’m not alone or I wish it was September
do YOU have a certain someone that you’ve lost track of (from a LONG time ago) that you’d give almost anything to re-connect with ? I sure do…and it’s been FORTY years…I met her when I was 14 and she was 15…I dunno if I loved her, but it felt like it at the time…she of course didn’t feel quite the same…I had a chance to possibly catch up with her in the mid-80s (I THINK that’s when it was) but I didn’t follow through with it–I dunno why…although it could be because I was afraid she wouldn’t remember ME…hardly a day goes by that I don’t think about her, if only briefly…especially the day after Christmas (her birthday)…I have no idea what she looks like now; I’m thinking Gloria Steinem but it could be Roseanne Barr for all I know…at one point I believe I’d found her Dad’s address and phone number, but I didn’t call to find out…I actually tried the OTHER FB–no luck…I’m trying to completely let go, but it ain’t easy…that is, *I* don’t think it’s easy…
the temperature NOW (at 7:30AM) is nearly 80 degrees, I have an outdoor gig tonight at around 8PM…I expect to be playing for tables and chairs, which doesn’t pay much…it’s the acoustic trio…at the same time, a rock band will be playing INSIDE; I think that’s weird, but I was not consulted by the venue–it’s a make-up date…I guess we didn’t have much of a choice…trying to figure out how I can make $10 last a week (sigh)…