sometimes it’s hard to let go…

…but I will, just dunno when; Naturally Michaels Management couldn’t give me the REAL reason they let me go–I got on their f**kin’ nerves…I KNOW that, *I* call it being cautious…every coin has two sides…Everyone knows “You weren’t productive enough” is the generic answer to the question “Why was I fired?” I’m 95% sure (because […]

are ya f**kin’ kidding me?

So Lou and I go to the open mic at Hershey’s…As we were preparing to go “onstage”, a guy *I* know as a keyboard player straps on a Bass…he didn’t ask US, and got pissed off when we said we wanted it to be just the two of us…”I’ll remember this…” REALLY? Fuck you dude, […]

the surprise I expected

I know I’ve gone back and forth on the question, but I believe I DID wanna stay at Michaels–maybe…but today I got the ax…MY side of the story–I was criticized for being cautious…THEY said I wasn’t productive enuff…I didn’t get a chance to tell them about the employee who didn’t give a fuck whether he […]

The Gaian Dragon I Ching Calendar : Week of the Start

Jimmy Smith & Wes Montgomery – OGD (aka Road Song) 34 : The Start You have to start sometime, and somewhere. Split up tasks according to what needs to be done first. Decide to Deliver. Do not be Stupid! Adhere to proper Conduct. Share credit for the work. Modest beginnings can lead to great things. […]

absolutely no difference

I actually thought that maybe the a–hole at the arts and crafts store and I could start with “a clean slate”–I guess I was wrong…but as far as I can tell, we BOTH still work there…I suspect Management sees irony and/or humor in that…*I* do not…ask me again tomorrow, but I THINK I wanna stay […]

no difference whatsoever

I WANT every new year to be better or at least different than the last…but like I told someone earlier today, sometimes going from one Year into the next feels like going from one room into the next…and who makes a big deal outta THAT? The “roomie” is still sick and I gotta be at […]

I tried I really did

a so called friend of mine is struggling with a personal problem…it’s a rather common one, you can probably guess what it is…I have been very VERY supportive and as I already mentioned I begged her to go out with me AS A FRIEND, nothing more…I even (temporarily) had use of a vehicle…She kept saying […]

Dream 12-29-2012: No pets allowed

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so yin/yang can kill ya?

Friday was a LOONNNGGG effin’ day…a VERY bad day at the arts and crafts store—SOME of that is my fault…I suppose because I took the job in the first place, it’s ALL my fault…Yet again I strongly suspect I will be gone soon…I knew I was “seasonal” when they hired me…the only thing I’ll miss […]

The Gaian Dragon I Ching Calendar : Week of Contemplation

John Coltrane – Equinox (Original) The Gaian Dragon I Ching Calendar #3 : Contemplation Thinking is required to understand Truth Split away from negative thinking. Push towards clarity. Approach simplicity. Do not give up. Use the Power of reason. Adopt Grace. Strive to bring Increase. Disperse naysayers. Move steadily and Gradually. Ask for help when […]