{"id":105361,"date":"2013-04-04T22:05:57","date_gmt":"2013-04-05T02:05:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/105361\/the-beginning-of-the-end-2\/"},"modified":"2013-04-04T22:05:57","modified_gmt":"2013-04-05T02:05:57","slug":"the-beginning-of-the-end-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/105361\/the-beginning-of-the-end-2\/","title":{"rendered":"the beginning of the end?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">I forgot to take my phone to work&#8230;that was both terrifying and liberating&#8230;being off of Facebook all day didn&#8217;t kill me&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">I&#8217;m still feeling quite down, and not just because Spring hasn&#8217;t quite made it to my neighborhood&#8230;<\/font><\/font><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">another couple of &#8220;friends&#8221; has formed a Band&#8230;I found out about THAT on fa<font size=\"4\">cebook&#8230;<\/font>It&#8217;s GOT to be my ugliness&#8230;I refuse to believe it&#8217;s about my ability&#8230;I&#8217;m pretty damn good at that Music stuff&#8230;all my &#8220;friends&#8221; are hypocrites, <font size=\"4\">that is if they think <span style=\"text-decoration: underline\">I&#8217;m<\/span> too <font size=\"4\">&#8220;<\/font>quirky&#8221; or eccentric or weird&#8230;NONE of my so-called &#8220;friends&#8221; are 100% &#8220;normal&#8221; <font size=\"4\">(if there IS such a thing<font size=\"4\">) <\/font>so the reason I&#8217;m not playing electric guitar in a working band (be it country or rock\/blues) has GOT to be my l<font size=\"4\">ooks, which are prolly not gonna change&#8230;and while I may seem arrogant generally I am not&#8230;I AM (at least for the mome<font size=\"4\">nt) confident in my musical ability&#8230;<\/font>It&#8217;s possible but not likely IMO that my not having a car is the problem, but as far as I can tell, most people don&#8217;t know that I don&#8217;t have one&#8230;oh well&#8230;I DO have an MSR gig next Sunday<font size=\"4\">, and today was payday AND I&#8217;ve got $12 in my pocket&#8211;a minor miracle if ya ask me&#8230;right NOW Life is Good&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/font> <br \/>\n <\/font><\/font><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I forgot to take my phone to work&#8230;that was both terrifying and liberating&#8230;being off of Facebook all day didn&#8217;t kill me&#8230; I&#8217;m still feeling quite down, and not just because Spring hasn&#8217;t quite made it to my neighborhood&#8230;another couple of &#8220;friends&#8221; has formed a Band&#8230;I found out about THAT on facebook&#8230;It&#8217;s GOT to be my [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-105361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=105361"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/105361\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=105361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=105361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=105361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}