{"id":107159,"date":"2013-05-26T19:51:22","date_gmt":"2013-05-26T23:51:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/107159\/i-think-im-ready-to-go\/"},"modified":"2013-05-26T19:51:22","modified_gmt":"2013-05-26T23:51:22","slug":"i-think-im-ready-to-go","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/107159\/i-think-im-ready-to-go\/","title":{"rendered":"I think I&#8217;m ready to go&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">IF I could find the right place and IF I knew for sure I wouldn&#8217;t fuck it up I THINK that MAYBE I&#8217;d &#8220;close the book&#8221; on my Life&#8217;s story&#8230;as I&#8217;ve said LOTSA times before, that my Life is pathetic is <span style=\"text-decoration: underline\">mostly<\/span> my fault&#8230;and that just makes it worse&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">I reluctantly spoke to SLR about yesterday&#8217;s gig&#8230;most of the things that bothered her had little to do with me&#8230;the kids playing at the edge of the stage interfered with our attempt at shooting a video&#8230;the &#8220;less than skinny&#8221; woman breast feeding her baby distracted everyone but ME&#8211;I absolutely DID NOT see that&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">and if I didn&#8217;t mention it, tonight&#8217;s gig got canceled&#8230;other than whatever money we woulda made, nobody wanted to play&#8230;so be it&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">ADDENDUM&#8211;people have been raving about SLR&#8217;s performance at Karmafest yesterday, which kinda verifies my suspicions about MY performance&#8230;no one has even acknowledged me yet&#8230;I must have SUPER sucked&#8230;such is Life&#8230;<br \/>\n <\/font><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>IF I could find the right place and IF I knew for sure I wouldn&#8217;t fuck it up I THINK that MAYBE I&#8217;d &#8220;close the book&#8221; on my Life&#8217;s story&#8230;as I&#8217;ve said LOTSA times before, that my Life is pathetic is mostly my fault&#8230;and that just makes it worse&#8230; I reluctantly spoke to SLR about [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-107159","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/107159","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=107159"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/107159\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=107159"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=107159"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=107159"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}