{"id":112563,"date":"2013-10-31T22:07:22","date_gmt":"2013-11-01T02:07:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/112563\/a-yinyang-kinda-day\/"},"modified":"2013-10-31T22:07:22","modified_gmt":"2013-11-01T02:07:22","slug":"a-yinyang-kinda-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/112563\/a-yinyang-kinda-day\/","title":{"rendered":"a yin\/yang kinda day…"},"content":{"rendered":"

and I’m not sure which one is “good” and which one’s “bad”–but I’ve had a bunch of both today…after all the financial anguish I managed to get my paycheck cashed…I DO kinda resent that the Bank where the funds come from punishes me for not being a customer of theirs by charging me $7 to cash the dammed thing…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

I dunno why but the subway sat immobile just long enough for me to miss my bus…I f**king HATE watching it leave w\/o me–but it did….<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

I have enough money to pay the cell phone bill (and then some)…and (as of now) I’m supposed to house\/pet sit for my ex sister-in-law–for a full week…Life is OK…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

youTube is acting screwy tonight, can’t listen to anything…THAT sucks IMO…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

like I said it’s been a yin\/yang kinda day…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

ADDENDUM–it turns out “yin\/yang” is kind of a “darkness\/light”\u00a0 concept…symbolically speaking of course…so perhaps “good” and “bad” are the wrong words to use, maybe…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

feeling abandoned by almost everybody, even Lou…although Rick called to see how I was doing and to invite me to come and see his band play nearby–and maybe sit in as well…I think Ron would rather I NOT sing and play with him, he (and I) thought by enhancing his performance (with a lead guitarist\/harmony singer) he would make more money; but this doesn’t seem to be the case–because he has to split what WE bring in, HE makes LESS…So in a way, the public has spoken–it’s ME they aren’t crazy about…that sucks…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

so I guess my Musical Life is over…that IS a bummer…perhaps *I* am delusional but I DO think that if someone else “twiddled the knobs” and financed the project *I* could do an album…but referring to song a “friend” wrote, I AM gonna die with my Music still inside…
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