{"id":113306,"date":"2013-12-01T16:52:00","date_gmt":"2013-12-01T21:52:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/113306\/its-gotta-be-me\/"},"modified":"2013-12-01T16:52:00","modified_gmt":"2013-12-01T21:52:00","slug":"its-gotta-be-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/113306\/its-gotta-be-me\/","title":{"rendered":"what&#8217;s the f**kin&#8217; problem?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">yet another so-called friend has apparently formed a duo with someone who is not me&#8230;I&#8217;m not grotesque looking, so I must be a major asshole or something&#8230;that&#8217;s ok, the retirement from Music will begin on 1\/1\/14&#8230;I&#8217;m debating whether or not there should\/will be an announcement on the other FB&#8230;If anyone actually ASKS me to participate in a Musical endeavor I MIGHT say yes&#8230;but open mics or jams? no&#8230;and no more pushy-ness and\/or begging for a chance to play&#8230;If Ron ASKS me to go busking with him, I&#8217;ll likely say &#8220;yes&#8221; but otherwise I won&#8217;t beg HIM either&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">like it has been with Music, I guess I have to be in the mood to &#8220;doodle&#8221;&#8230;I&#8217;ll do it when I wanna, and I won&#8217;t when I don&#8217;t&#8230;what I used to do with the &#8220;doodles&#8221; was (mostly) if I started one I&#8217;d keep at it until it was finished&#8230;I&#8217;m currently working on one&#8211;slowly&#8230;trying not to be in such a hurry&#8230;<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\"><font face=\"comic sans ms,sans-serif\">it&#8217;s probably gonna be tough giving up one Art form to pursue another&#8230;and of course, giving up something not because ya want to but because no one seems to wanna do it with you is NOT the reason for giving up anything&#8230;obviously, my heart is still in Music, THAT&#8217;S gonna be hard to change&#8230;on the other hand &#8220;doodling&#8221; is very much solo thing&#8211;I like that&#8230;and I&#8217;ve never had the desire or courage to be a solo Musician&#8230;if I had developed that ability, I wouldn&#8217;t have to give Music&#8230;<br \/>\n <\/font><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>yet another so-called friend has apparently formed a duo with someone who is not me&#8230;I&#8217;m not grotesque looking, so I must be a major asshole or something&#8230;that&#8217;s ok, the retirement from Music will begin on 1\/1\/14&#8230;I&#8217;m debating whether or not there should\/will be an announcement on the other FB&#8230;If anyone actually ASKS me to participate [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20,10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-113306","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-art","category-life","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113306","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=113306"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113306\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=113306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=113306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=113306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}