{"id":113953,"date":"2013-12-28T22:16:41","date_gmt":"2013-12-29T03:16:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/113953\/if-this-is-what-the-future-holds-gimme-death\/"},"modified":"2013-12-28T22:16:41","modified_gmt":"2013-12-29T03:16:41","slug":"if-this-is-what-the-future-holds-gimme-death","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/113953\/if-this-is-what-the-future-holds-gimme-death\/","title":{"rendered":"if this is what the future holds, gimme death…"},"content":{"rendered":"

so I went to work…and locked my keys in a closet…I think…that would be my house key and the key to the closets and other doors in the building where I work…the spare set of car keys were in the pocket of my jacket–which was locked in a closet…so I came back to G-burg (via subway and bus) got the roomie’s keys and went back to Tenleytown, got the car and came home…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

the hearing is not good, the eyesight is not good, the bladder\/kidneys are not good and the short-term memory is failing…I suspect it’s gonna get worse…tomorrow is another day, but right now I feel like I’m done living…I took more than 1 dose of my HBP meds–maybe because I DON’T wanna\u00a0 die…I thought about gettin’ drunk but I figured when I got sober I’d still be stupid…and the liquor store was closed anyway…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

I’m not too concerned about “missing” a day at work–yet…But fucking up? THAT really bothers me…I’ve actually locked the keys in a closet before but there was someone there with their own set to bail me out…But because I was ALONE, there was no back-up system…and I won’t be able to go back until Monday morning when the back-up system will allegedly be in place…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n

ADDENDUM–now it’s the next day (Sunday) and I woke up…kinda surprising…slowly recovering from my fuck up at work…trying not to think about the possible repercussions, if any…as for now, the BP is higher than *I* think it should be, but I know it could be WAY worse…I HATE not being able to get angry–I think holding it in is just as dangerous as letting it out…
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so I went to work…and locked my keys in a closet…I think…that would be my house key and the key to the closets and other doors in the building where I work…the spare set of car keys were in the pocket of my jacket–which was locked in a closet…so I came back to G-burg (via […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-113953","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113953","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=113953"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113953\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=113953"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=113953"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=113953"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}