{"id":25017,"date":"2011-03-23T00:45:48","date_gmt":"2011-03-23T04:45:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/25017\/tripped-fall-well-down\/"},"modified":"2011-03-23T00:45:48","modified_gmt":"2011-03-23T04:45:48","slug":"tripped-fall-well-down","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/25017\/tripped-fall-well-down\/","title":{"rendered":"I tripped but I didn&#8217;t fall (well, not all the way down)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;font-size: medium;color: #000000\">I went out Tuesday evening&#8230;miserable and full of apprehension&#8230;I came home feeling much better than when I left&#8230;Music heals, I forgot&#8230;even though it was (more or less) Music that brought me down in the first place&#8230;the last &#8220;sit-in&#8221; was the best&#8230;I think I&#8217;m back on track&#8230;and THAT feels good&#8230;will try to be optimistic about Wednesday&#8211;after all, I put the trash out already, yaay&#8230;the smallest victory is still a victory, right? I&#8217;ll hang on to that&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: comic sans ms,sans-serif;font-size: medium;color: #000000\">ADDENDUM&#8211;an acquaintance is hosting a jam session at her house tonight&#8230;I was gonna go, but really there&#8217;s no reason to&#8230;in order for me to get\/be positive and therefore (hopefully) put out positive energy, I need to be where the positive energy is&#8211;her house is not that place IMO&#8230;maybe she feels that bullying ME is a way to get back at her &#8220;ex&#8221; for the way he allegedly treated HER&#8230;maybe she&#8217;s practicing on me so she can let loose on him at some point&#8230;she has said a lot of what *I* think are nasty things to me and I&#8217;ve just about had it&#8230;if she thinks she&#8217;s being &#8220;funny&#8221;, she needs to look that word up in a dictionary&#8230;<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went out Tuesday evening&#8230;miserable and full of apprehension&#8230;I came home feeling much better than when I left&#8230;Music heals, I forgot&#8230;even though it was (more or less) Music that brought me down in the first place&#8230;the last &#8220;sit-in&#8221; was the best&#8230;I think I&#8217;m back on track&#8230;and THAT feels good&#8230;will try to be optimistic about Wednesday&#8211;after [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25017","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25017","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25017"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25017\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25017"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25017"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25017"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}