SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT<\/p>\n
What makes one think
\nAfter many years have pass
\nAnd they have been living with another
\nThey come back to you thinking
\nThat some how you want them to touch you
\nLet ‘a known talk to them
\nI mean it had been a long while
\nFrom the abuse rape beat ting and all
\nBut hey the pain never ever really goes away
\nWell be me it doesnt
\nWhen ever I think back to when
\nIt was new
\nIt make me start to hate all over again
\nI know your suppose to forgive
\nAnd forget
\nBut I just can not for the life of me
\nForgive and are forget
\nWell I can
\nBut why
\nIt seems to me
\nIf I forgive and forget on my part
\nThat means that he can come back into my life
\nAnd thats just where I dont want him to be
\nI have gone on some what with my life
\nWithout a man
\nSo why should I let him back in
\nWhen I know
\nIn my heart and mine
\nI dont want to
\nI also know
\nYour suppose to
\nYea forgive and forget
\nThats God way
\nBut not mine and I wonder sometimes
\nIf forgivin and for getting get you into heaven
\nWhere does that leave me
\nHell bound um sure
\nAnd if that is so
\nThen I say
\nGod bless me cause I aint going that way
\nUm no Jesus
\nI will not turn the other cheek
\nFor no man
\nWoman
\nAre child for that matter
\nCause um still thinkin on my part
\nIf I let him back into my life
\nMaybe I will have to start all over again loving him
\nAs though nothing had ever happen
\nMaybe even have sex with him again after this long time of not
\nEven at this age
\nI hear people do still do that
\nWill maybe so
\nBut not me
\nAnd sure ally not with this man
\nUnless
\nGod him self make me to do so
\nThat will be the only way for me
\nBut on the other hand
\nIf I just had to
\nAnd are make to
\nAre for that matter ever wanted to
\nI sure ally would want it to be with someone else
\nJust so I woundnt have to think back on what he had done to by life
\nTo make it like it is today
\nI use to say
\nI hate to even see he come around
\nBut I have gotten far past that now well
\nAlmost
\nNow that he comes these days
\nSaying nice things like
\nYou shoe do look good
\nAre come here kiss me and are
\nJust hug me are let me touch your legs they look so good
\nThat just turns my stomach
\nMake me want to throw up are something
\nGod help me if um wrong
\nBut I would ratter be in hell
\nThan to let him touch me any where
\nEven on my clothes
\nAnd thats to close for me
\nI dont want him to ever think
\nThat I want him back
\nAre that I will take him back in any way shape are form
\nLiving and are dead
\nThats just me
\nAnd if it takes going to hell
\nTo be rid of him
\nThen so be it
\nAnd God bless the day I die
\nHe dont ever come to my funereal
\nPray God um wrong<\/p>\n
Written By: Bettie Davis —————————— \u00a9 April 29 , 2011<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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