{"id":46375,"date":"2011-06-23T09:54:12","date_gmt":"2011-06-23T13:54:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/46375\/kill-2\/"},"modified":"2011-06-23T09:54:12","modified_gmt":"2011-06-23T13:54:12","slug":"kill-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/46375\/kill-2\/","title":{"rendered":"this could kill me if I let it"},"content":{"rendered":"

the woman who has been trashing me relentlessly on Facebook is still at it…she has been politely and tactfully informed that she is accusing me of something that I DID NOT DO, and in a related discussion her Musician friends have politely weighed in on what THEY think makes a good harmonica player…she has basically told them to STFU–NOT being harmonica players, THEY don’t know what they’re talking about…I SO wish I could NOT give a fuck what people think of me, but mostly I do–except for certified loonies, that is…It feels like it might be another long day, but I THINK I will survive it…people say “don’t stoop to her level” and it’s hard to argue with that, but ANY kind of abuse is hard to stand by and take…But IF I can ignore her attacks, maybe I will come out looking like the better man–so to speak…and thinking that I’ve got people supporting me does feel good…
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IN OTHER NEWS–went to a jam wednesday evening…played some, sang a bunch–I LOVE a good mic mix…ya shouldn’t have to “eat” the mic and\/or scream a song to be heard over the band…in a small space like the one where the jam is held, monitors might not be necessary IMO…so for about 4 hours I was able (for the most part) to put the FB bullshit behind me…I was gonna go see a band tomorrow for the wrong reasons, but suddenly I came to my senses–that doesn’t happen often enough…one of the “reasons” is married, the other may be a tad too wild for me…If I was really shallow and “hot” was all that mattered maybe I’d “go for it”…But I’m NOT shallow and what’s “inside” is more important…(sigh) and I’ll save gas…
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the woman who has been trashing me relentlessly on Facebook is still at it…she has been politely and tactfully informed that she is accusing me of something that I DID NOT DO, and in a related discussion her Musician friends have politely weighed in on what THEY think makes a good harmonica player…she has basically […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46375","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46375","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=46375"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46375\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=46375"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=46375"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/friendburst.com\/blog-new\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=46375"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}