it’s true, ya CAN’T go home again
I recently re-connected with two childhood friends on that well-known social website…I’m not at all sure how or why but they’ve both just unfriended me…My Life didn’t change that much when we reunited and it won’t change now that the “honeymoon” is over…more than a little sad, but I’ll get over it…Humans, they’re a trip, that’s for sure…trying not to get angry…
there were things I really wanted to do today, I just didn’t feel like it; not sure why…well, that’s what tomorrow is for…
another friend from “way back when” had a stroke a couple of weeks ago…I don’t think he’s gonna make it…I don’t want to but I MIGHT be able to go and see him on Sunday (tomorrow)…I don’t yet know where he is…I’m trying to find out, but I haven’t heard back from anybody yet–THAT’S rather frustrating…I must be one repulsive/obnoxious SOB…NOBODY wants to be on a death watch, but visiting a dying friend is the right thing to do…even if he doesn’t know I’m there…
UPDATE–well, now I know where he is…and now the roomie is reluctant to let me go–to Baltimore…I wanna believe that if the tables were turned, he would fight to come and see me…Not sure if it’s actually true, but I WANT to believe it…
ADDENDUM–The Plan as I understand it is to move him to a hospice in his hometown…IF he survives that trip, maybe I can go see him there…the roomie is concerned about me driving in downtown Balmer…Going to Linthicum would be easier I admit…
maybe it shouldn’t hurt but it does…