OMG I wrote this 2 decades ago, then and now? lol
I feel as if i have fought against all odds to slay my own dream.
Once again I can not believe it,
Lemme tell you, you can’t learn shit from writing class if your already a writer.
FICTION 1…shit.
I have wasted so much time through my niavity.
I know some day it will become time to start anew
as it always does, and i will not possess the energy to do it.
I am so strong I will run myself into the ground…
My worst fear once was that of not being recognized
for my achievements or abilities
That was the fear of a child.
Now my greatest fear is becoming “One of them”.
Don’t let these teachings trap me like a rare animal.
Declaw me, just don’t take my soul from me….
(lol, does my rebelion makes sense now?)
TF
(AfSD)
maybe the fact I am rebellious with my misspellings will make sense now? lol