this could kill me if I let it
the woman who has been trashing me relentlessly on Facebook is still at it…she has been politely and tactfully informed that she is accusing me of something that I DID NOT DO, and in a related discussion her Musician friends have politely weighed in on what THEY think makes a good harmonica player…she has basically told them to STFU–NOT being harmonica players, THEY don’t know what they’re talking about…I SO wish I could NOT give a fuck what people think of me, but mostly I do–except for certified loonies, that is…It feels like it might be another long day, but I THINK I will survive it…people say “don’t stoop to her level” and it’s hard to argue with that, but ANY kind of abuse is hard to stand by and take…But IF I can ignore her attacks, maybe I will come out looking like the better man–so to speak…and thinking that I’ve got people supporting me does feel good…
IN OTHER NEWS–went to a jam wednesday evening…played some, sang a bunch–I LOVE a good mic mix…ya shouldn’t have to “eat” the mic and/or scream a song to be heard over the band…in a small space like the one where the jam is held, monitors might not be necessary IMO…so for about 4 hours I was able (for the most part) to put the FB bullshit behind me…I was gonna go see a band tomorrow for the wrong reasons, but suddenly I came to my senses–that doesn’t happen often enough…one of the “reasons” is married, the other may be a tad too wild for me…If I was really shallow and “hot” was all that mattered maybe I’d “go for it”…But I’m NOT shallow and what’s “inside” is more important…(sigh) and I’ll save gas…
Sorry. I know how that is. 😐
I am sorry,i know how it is to sit back and watch someone trash you.. but.. you can block her and then you won’t know what she says about you..that way you won’t be bothered by her. My Grandmother used to tell me ‘consider the source”. Now i know that i not easy to do sometimes but people reap what they sow and eventually she will have her day. The tongue is an untamed source of bad. Out of the mouth speaks the heart. When people constantly trash others it is a good indication of what is in their heart. Shake the dust from your shoes, rise above that nonsense.. because it is not eternal.
I am so sorry someone has trashed you on Facebook or anywhere actually. It is usually their jealousy rearing its evil ass. No one should have to put up with this crap online or off. I have seen too much of it and it breaks my heart. I wish I could hear you play, am sure you are amazing hon. I understand though how it feels to be talked about and it hurts, then you get pissed, not a good combo. Just know you are loved for who you are and to hell with the ones who think they know you. They should be so lucky:)♥♥
PS~~~Add me on facebook, I am under Lynn Brill:)
Hugs & Love My Sweet Friend:) :love: