I DO remember what she looks like…
…but only because of the photos on Facebook and my phone…we’re gonna rehearse today, she’s coming here…I’m not sure that either one of us wants to do this emotionally or physically but our set is 60 minutes long, we NEED to rehearse a little, if not more…by “she” I mean the only official Musical partner I’ve had lately–Sherri Robbins…Google her name if ya wanna, surely something will come up…if ya like it, fine…if not…so be it…I still have to figure out how I’m gonna get to the gig…
Googled her myself, a couple of youTube vids come up, for better or worse…that “band” hadn’t practiced together even once…
ADDENDUM–she’s late, I’m not too surprised; I’m pretty sure she’s having a bad day and I KNOW I am…this computer is fucked up somehow, the Windows Media Player won’t load…I hoped we could listen to her CD if we needed a refresher course on the songs, but apparently we can’t…
I drove my car to the grocery store, it was torture; the roommate (spitefully?) drove her car to Balmer, *I* thought her sister was gonna drive…I guess I will go to the store on foot to get Dinner–in the rain…because I wasn’t thinking about dinner the first time I went–idiot…it seems like a suck-ass day to me…the time we get started will probably be the time *I* thought we were gonna start winding down…just had a samich cos I was hungry…original Dinner plan is in the toilet I think…
it’s obvious to me that somebody “up there” DOESN’T want us to rehearse today; it’s 4:45 and she’s not here yet, there was an accident on the Beltway…I must control my emotions, I feel as though she’s just about the only real friend I’ve got, so I don’t wanna have a fight with HER…but it’s quite an understatement to say I’m unhappy…
LATER–well, we did alright…we’re as ready as we’re gonna be…as far as I’M concerned there’s nothin’ on TV, so I’m going across the street to see whoever is playing at Rockafella’s…I believe it’s a young female singer…
LATER STILL–she was pretty good, the band was OK…seems like I didn’t get the job there…Such is Life…
Some of the best sets I have witnessed were unrehearsed.