the clown and the sourpuss
I’m kinda stealing from myself (or should I say I’ve inspired myself), this is based on a blog I first wrote on myspace awhile back–not sure when exactly, and I apparently can’t dig thru the older blogs…it was around the time I went to Scranton (that’s a story for another time)…and I didn’t call my somber side “sourpuss” but anyway…
the World NEEDS clowns I think, except for the clowns in Washington, ha ha…I’ve tried to integrate my (bi) polar opposites into one balanced person…but mostly I suspect the Clown is the dominant force…two different Musical adventures recently, and the Clown made as much of an impact as the Musician…ultimately that’s nobody’s fault but mine, but I would rather people laugh in my presence than snicker behind my back (somewhat lame in-joke…Zep fans,didja get it?)…
I guess the trick is to survive the inevitable “shitstorms” and keep moving…lucky for me, my nose doesn’t work all that well…
after some procrastination, I think I’m going up against a certain gov’t beauracracy later today…actually it may be smooth sailing and I’m being needlessly fearful–that’s common for me…
“feel good” blogs may be sappy and/or boring and for that I apologize…if something dark and edgy DOES pass thru my brain, I won’t supress it I suppose…but for now, don’t hold yer breath, although BLUE is my favorite color…
The world needs brains an balls right now cuz we’re circling the drain and humanity won’t be saved by the tidy bowl man.