social intercourse
Earlier Saturday evening I suddenly realized how bored I was…other than the Three Stooges marathon, there was nothing on TV that innarested me…I figured there was a band playing SOMEWHERE…I found one, they were very good IMO…but now my ears are REALLY ringing…hung out with a couple of friends and they ARE a couple…I normally don’t like being the third (or is it fifth?) wheel, which (if I let it) happens quite often…that is just about the only time I am aware of my divorceé/single status…Mine CAN be a fairly lonely existence, but only *I* can change that, right? I like her (cautiously) and he and I seem to have hit off…Forming a band is not outta the question, if ya ask me…
chatted with the guitarist a bunch, that was cool…wish I had his Jazz “chops”…but we often want what someone else has, forgetting what we ourselves have…the band diplayed a fair amount of stylistic variety; they apparently play at the place every wed-sat…
My financial future is uncertain at best, will try again on Monday to find out what’s going on…in the meantime, I ain’t stressin’–it’s pointless until I know more…THEN I’ll panic…Life is Good…
being a divorcee and single does have it’s disadvantages….and yes, third wheel is something I deal with regularly. It does get depressing to watch others fall in love and be so happy when you can’t find it yourself.
Hugs
If I was handsome and financially secure and STILL lonely, I would REALLY be depressed ’cause then I would assume it’s my personality that’s getting in the way…for the most part the INNER me is (at least) fairly cool…IMHO…
Stop this nonsense and join the nWo
explain “nWo” please…